Thank you, thank you, Leslie and One Ant for tracking my flight from NYC to Arizona. Wow! Exactly right, turbulence over the midwest. You guys are the best!
However, I am COMPLETELY speechless. The purpose of this trip was to attend a military funeral for both my father and uncle -- I was and am inconsolably (at the moment) SAD. And yet, even if with turbulence, I felt only mild anxiety -- almost abstract anxiety. I don't know what to make of this because I only did part of the Rapid Relief. I totally have to process this before I can be more articulate.
Three things I know right now: (1) Capt Bunn's explanation (& my pre-visualization) of turbulence gave me an almost unshakeable sense of physical safety in the air; (2) the pilots (who I made read Capt Bunn's letter) were INCREDIBLY sensitive, smart, encouraging and TRAINED; and 3) I don't know if the Strengthening Exercise works, but on my return flight, I kept falling in and out of almost sleep (believe it or not!), and I kept having dreamlike images of my anemic moments of connectedness as well as the stock images in the video -- all of it and more, new images kept flashing behind my closed eyes.
What in the world will happen to me once I complete the actual full program -- which I plan to begin IMMEDIATELY???? I still remain your loyal Skeptic, but I must admit, I do have hope! Look out, OneAnt, here I come .... (maybe).



